You have perfect, soft, sweet fingers that I want to gobble up even now at your very mature age of 7.
You would forget your head if it weren’t attached… but you are oblivious and so cute going about it.
You’re smarter than you teachers and you know it.
You can build cool stuff out of a tape […]

I haven’t updated very much lately on my depression. I think I’ve been so neck deep in other stuff that it’s escaped my mind. That could be taken as a good sign.
When I quit the petri dish, I halved my anti-depressant dose successfully. I went from 20mg to 10mg a […]

I commented to my husband the other day that I have noticed that now, after being medicated for anxiety and depression for a few months, that very slowly, I have begun to desire things that I had shut out of my life for a very long time. I said that it was as if […]

Luna bars for women rock! I was looking for something that was as quick to eat as a cereal bar - with more nutritional content. I picked one of these up yesterday to try it. Im not a big fan of 'nutrition bars'.. they usually taste like shit flavored cardboard… but this […]

So.. depression is real. It’s not a mood, its an emotional state of being with underlying chemical reasons. Some people have chemical problems that make them prone to depression. There are medications for that.
I dont have a permanent chemical condition or anything.. Ive been depresed before but I think everybody […]

Dear Diary,
Im in a very familiar mood. Ive been in this mood before. This poem begins to describe what its like to deal with the haunting of past relationships. Imagine what it would be like to deal with the haunting of a past self. A self that is hurt and […]