I have so much to tell about this morning!
Monday, March 26, 2001 8:05I was driving home from dropping Angel off at the vet and things just kept running though my head.. ;) Music of note these days.. Destiny’s Child.. they just keep coming out with bad ass music.. their latest, Survivor is just tha bomb ;) I wanna hear it remixed into jungle :) Arrowsmith’s (sp?) latest song - Jaded is tha bomb too :)
I had a dream about this guy Clint, one of DH’s friends (that I really hate) last night. It was an odd dream though. In the dream we seemed to get along in a competitive sort of way.. something about a fish tank and they were hiding under the rocks in the fish tank shooting people.. or pretending to.. only, he really shot me.. oh, I do so love him.. rolleyes.. he called just a second ago asking for my DH.. I really dislike him.. even his voice drives shivers up and down my spine…
Speaking of guys.. I ran into an X yesterday… he was standing in front of me in line at home depot.. I didnt say one fucking word to him.. he’s such a putz.. funny how the bitterness hasnt vanished… lol
We worked on the garden yesterday… we got started about noon and then got interrupted by a bunch of stuff.. 4PM rolls around and we have twenty plants to get into the ground before it got dark.. it was supposed to freeze so we couldnt leave them int heir pots.. the wouldnt have a chance.. but, we got done.. it looks great.. Michael did two raised beds and widened one of them.. I put out lots of plants and so now we just sit back and see how they fare the chilly weather…
Im still pondering the demonolatry thing… I wrote to someone to ask about the sect in Tennessee but never got a response… Im pondering what the balance would be in a mage that practices both LHP and RHP magick.. to me that would seem the ultimate magickal balance but what of a code of ethics? Thats where Im confused, I think.. I want to give it a go though.. everything is pointing towards it…
I gauged up my earrings.. two weeks ago I was at a 14 and an 18 and last night I finally got down to a 10 and a 12.. if that tells you anything bout what kind of pain Im in right now.. lol.. my ears are aching and my head is throbbing… I very briefly went to a twelve and fourteen last week… even THAT hurt.. thats where Im stopping though.. no more for me :)
