Beyond the Surface

Well.. so all of that happened a week or so ago.. about the Chakra healing thing. So I picked up one of my books and started reading again.

It’s a book about spiritual healing and medical intuition. She states that health is directly dependent upon personal power.. what *I* call ‘life energy’. Its the stuff that GIVES you energy… or the ability to have energy. I take for granted that eveone has multiple energy bodies. So everyone’s physical health depends upon their personal power to a large degree. Lots of personal power doesnt necessarily mean good health.. there could be other factors in bad health.. but lack of personal power almost certainly means bad health.

Well.. she goes on to explain that there are ‘faulty’ sources of personal power…. Security is power. Some people get power from being in a ’safe’ position.. either in a safe job or relationship.. it might not be the best place for them but its safer than leaving. Most people get some power from money. Money makes us feel secure. having money makes someone more personally powerful. They feel that more is possible for them. People can also ‘feed off of’ interpersonal relationships of different types. If someone ‘wont forgive’ another person, that ‘unwillingness to forgive’ gives them power. If someone has the ability to make someone else feel bad, that ability gives them power.

Ok.. so in emotional terms.. Someone who was badly wounded in a relationship but never dealt with it has a hurt there that has further shaped the person they are. If one is shaped around a hurt, they protect that hurt. If one doesnt deal with hurt, it makes them bitter. Misery LOVES company right? So bitterness causes one to lash out and want to make others miserable too.

In energy terms, that unresolved hurt becomes an energy or power leak. Expend energy to get around that hurt. Expend energy avoiding that hurt or harboring that hurt in the back of their mind. or leak terms, they are losing energy thru this misery which they now must replace. Unfortunately, the easy way to regain power is most often those faulty ways. That person notices that they fell better when they belittle or degrade others or gets confrontational.. generally drumming up drama in which they have more opportunity to degrade and belittle. They get a RUSH. They feel better about themselves. Or on the opposite end, they notice that when THEY are belittled or used or hurt, they feel almost BETTER.. because they have something to be hurt about. They feel better because they are gaining their lost power BACK thru those things. Regaining lost personal power becomes a survival technique by your body to retain physical health. Misery does indeed love company.

Being confrontational, drumming up drama.. using, being used, lying, being lied to, hurting, being hurt.. being ADDICTED to those things.. not being able to stop.. not being able to separate yourself from people who do those things..tentacle people.. or burr people.

Energy cannot be created or destroyed. It can be transformed and transferred. If you cant CREATE power but you keep losing it.. then you need to draw it from somewhere. If you thrive off of having power over others thru manipulation, making them feel bad, the drama in other’s lives… wouldnt you be attracted to other sources of drama? So you have this group of tentacle people and they steadily exchange power back and forth. Sortof like the ‘popular’ crowd in high school. You know who Im talking about. The ‘he-said-she-said-look-what-SHE’s-wearing’ crowd. One big happy family of give and take. Self sustaining. Alternating current, if you will. (thank you Ryan for jogging my memory on physical science.. lol)

Tentacle people are compatible with other tentacle people because they are both manipulators and the are both button pushers and they both like to see misery and drama in others and they like it when misery causes something to drum up drama about in their own lives - and will both participate in causing it where necessary. Even if they totally dont get along and totally have nothing in common, tentacle people will coexist forever together because they always have the satisfaction of making the other feel miserable or they always have the satisfaction of having power ofver that person.. or on the other side, they always have the satisfaction of having something to be miserable about. They know that they have the security of always having power where involved with that person. They will ‘hate each other’ forever. They will do the back and forth thing over not getting along forever. They will ‘not forgive each other’ forever. They are both perfectly happy that way too.

Tentacle people, burr people, people who do not retain personal power due to leaks and aquire it in turn thru faulty means… somehow never feel fufilled. Never feel happy. They grow stagnant. Sometimes they realize that they arent happy in those relationships, in those jobs, hanging out with those people.. but they dont know how to fix it or they feel inexplicably DRAWN to those people and dont WANT to cut ties.

If they cut ties to the tentacle people in their life or stop participating in power plays… Now what? Now they have no intake of energy. Youre losing LIFE energy. Youre becoming overwhelmed… drowning in life. Youre tired all the time.. mopey, no energy… depressed. Theres that magnetism BACK to those people again. Back to the source of energy you KNOW you always can fall back on. Ever heard the terms ‘addicted to relationships’..or ‘addicted to abuse’? Power play is another way to look at those hurt patterns. Going back for more over and over and over.